Among other things, knowing that I hate birthday.
Among other things, knowing that I hate formalities.
I'm speaking about people that I know since a long time, people who know me deeply, people who spent lots of time with me, since I was young.
What to answer?
What to say when you realize that people wish you happy birthday more to feel ok with themselves than not thinking about the wish that they are doing?
The first answer that pop out my brain is a huge FUCK OFF.
Then I take a breath, and I just feel sorry for them, cause whatever they will do in their life, they will do it to prove something to others, to show the world that they are good people.
To produce a projection of yourself which is not belonging you, but it belongs society and rules.
The incapability of being yourself.
This could have been a mistake of our parents but... in 2012... I mean... I don't accept it from my generation.
Open your eyes people, you are not what your parents want you to be.
And stop to send me nice short messages (SMS? Isn't it?) with lovely words.
Just call me, and ask me.
As I always did.
Just take a pen and try to see if you are still able to write.
Could be interesting to discover that you lost this capability or (even better) that you never had.
Feel lucky that I don't write a list of name to follow. (big smile)
Sorry for being so bitter acid, but I still prefer to burn the net than not my stomach.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY