Friday, 31 December 2010

RESOLUTIONS 2011


I KNOW THAT APPARENTLY "TO CLOSE" IS NOT A NICE VERB TO USE AS A RESOLUTION, I KNOW HOW MUCH IS IMPORTANT TO KEEP OUR MIND AND BODY OPEN CAUSE I'M STILL A DANCER, YES.
ANYWAY IT'S "TO CLOSE" THE VERB THAT I WANNA USE FOR THIS NEW YEAR.

I WANNA CLOSE A CHAPTER.
I WANNA CLOSE A BOOK.
...MAYBE...

AND GOD KNOWS HOW HARD IS TO CLOSE A BOOK, TO READ THE WORD "THE END" WHITHOUT CRYING. BECAUSE WE BECOME ATTACHED TO THE CHARACTERS.

I WANNA CLOSE WITH MY ATTACHMENTS, ALL MY ADDICTIONS, AND I HOPE TO BE STRONG ENOUGH.
I WANNA CLOSE ALL THE BULLSHIT IN A PLACE... MAYBE FROM ALL THAT SHIT IT WILL GROW THE LOTUS FLOWER, WHO KNOWS...
AND THIS IT MEANS THAT I MUST CLOSE MY MOUTH MORE OFTEN, SHUTTING THE FUCK UP, INDEED.
I WANNA CLOSE THE SHOP OF MY LIFE THAT WAS USED TO SAY "FOR SALE".

I WANNA REMEMBER, SOMETIMES, WHILE THE LIFE IS RUNNING SO FAST, TO CLOSE MY EYES, JUST FOR A MOMENT.
CLOSE MY EYES AND BREATH.
CLOSE MY EYES AND SEE THE FACES OF ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I LOVE, THE PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME FEEL BELOVED.

CLOSE MY HANDS IN TWO FISTS, AND MAKE A WISH.

CLOSE MY HANDS WITH EACH OTHER AND MAKE A PRAY.

CLOSE MYSELF LIKE IN A LITTLE TIGHT BALL, READY DO JUMP HIGH...
...AND MAYBE, TO FLY....