FROM TIME TO TIME

I AM TIME, THE TIME THAT I AM ALLOWED TO EXIST ON THIS PLANET. A SUCCESSION OF MOMENTS, MOVEMENTS, ACTIONS, REACTIONS, RELATIONS, THOUGHTS, FEELINGS, EMOTIONS AND PLACES. NOTHING MORE THAN THIS. NOTHING LESS. THE SUM OF THESE FEW THINGS, I AM. 

I AM TIME... AND IF I MAKE THE SUM OF IT UNTIL NOW... IF I WATCH HOW I USED THIS TIME THAT I WAS ALLOWED TO EXIST UP TO THIS MOMENT... WELL... THEN I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO THINK ABOUT THE RESULT, ABOUT MY TIME, ABOUT WHAT I AM.

THE TIME I SPENT TO SLEEP, EAT, CLEAN, STUDY, WORK.
THE TIME I SPENT THINKING, WRITING, READING, DANCING.
THE TIME I SPENT WITH FRIENDS, PEOPLE, PARTNERS, LOVERS.
THE TIME I SPENT LAUGHING, WATCHING A MOVIE, GETTING DRUNK, CLUBBING, CRYING, GETTING STONED, FLIRTING, FIGHTING, WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN.
THE TIME I WASTED.
THE TIME I CREATED SOMETHING GOOD.
THE TIME I DESTROYED MYSELF.
THE TIME I CHANGED.
THE TIME I LEARNT.
THE TIME I LIED.
THE TIME I PRAYED.
THE TIME I TRIED.
THE TIME I FAILED.

THE TIME I TRAVELED, WANDERED, WONDERED.
THE TIME I GUESSED.
THE TIME I WAS LOST AND THE ONE I FOUND.

THE TIME I HATED, THE ONE I LOVED.

THE TIME I DIDN'T.
AND THEN I DID.

THE TIME WITH YOU – YOUR TIME FOR ME
THE TIME WE SHARED.

THE TIME I DANCED AND DANCED AND DANCED.
THE TIME I BOWED.
THE TIME I BROKE... MY SELF, A BOUND, A HEART OR A PROMISE I MADE.
THE TIME I STOPPED OR MAYBE STARTED.
THE ONE LAST TIME BUT THEN AGAIN.

I AM TIME, UNTILL THE DAY I WILL BE JUST MEMORY, WHICH IS ANOTHER KIND OF TIME AND IT TAKES ANOTHER KIND OF SPACE. SOMETHING LIKE A DREAM. THE TIME OF DREAMS.

THE TIME I DREAMT.
THE TIME I FORGOT.
THE TIME I GAVE.
THE TIME I GOT.

I MAKE A SUM
I WATCH IT ALL
THE TIME I WAS
I SEE MY SOUL.

AND I'M SORRY FOR ALL THE TIME I WAS NOT GRATEFUL TO HAVE THE TIME TO EXIST.
AND I BEG PARDON CAUSE I KNOW IT WILL HAPPEN AGAIN....

FROM TIME TO TIME.