I don't know if this happened step by step or at a specific time.
I remember other times in my life in which it was like that.
I don't remember the reasons.
I don't know how it went away.
I remember that somehow I was not alone.
I don't know if I want it.
I don't understand if I don't want it or if I'm looking for it.
I think it would have happened soon or later.
I hope it will not stay like that.