In this 31 years of my life many people told me "I love you". I think I'm a lucky person, yes.
I didn't say "I love you" that much. Sometimes I regret that I didn't say that earlier, some other times I thought I made the best choice waiting the right moment. Anyway I said "I love you" less than I heard it.
And it's still like that.
Am I disappointed? Yes, I am.
I wonder how it is possible that a person swears his love for you, promises to do everything and then disappears into thin air.
This makes me sad sometimes, makes me confused, makes me think that nothing in this world is for real and we live our life like in a big perennial bullshit.
I'm not speaking about the present. I'm quite fine right now, thanks God.
I'm just thinking about my past, cause finally I have time to do that.
I love you, I need you, I will give you what you need, I will be a better person for you, I will try my best, I will... forever... and ever... and more...
Then I look out the window at the snow falling careless. And I think to myself:
DON'T LET GO! NEVER GIVE UP -IT'S SUCH A WONDERFUL LIFE.
I'm gonna keep on loving.